Moments

There are so many times in my life,
When I question everything around me.
Is it a dream or is this my reality?
Everything seems so unrealistic and imaginary,

Sometimes I pause and think,
In the middle of a conversation,
In the middle of a beautiful afternoon
In the middle of tear inducing laughter

In those rare meaningful moments,
I somehow float away from my body,
My vision turns blurry and my breath escapes me,
And I’m filled with disbelief at the beauty of it all

But sometimes, when my thoughts turn dark,
In that split second of the moment,
I feel like a ghost, someone that doesn’t belong.
Somebody who meant something once,
But doesn’t, anymore.